Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss
But I only slept with you, because I was pissed.


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I thought that I could love no other
Until, that is, I met your brother.


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Roses are red, violets are blue,

sugar is sweet, and so are you.

But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead,

the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.


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Of loving beauty you float with grace,

If only you could hide your face.

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Kind, intelligent, loving and hot,

This describes everything you are not.

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I want to feel your sweet embrace,

But don't take that paper bag off of your face.

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I love your smile, your face, and your eyes --


Damn, I'm good at telling lies!

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My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife --

Marrying you screwed up my life.

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I see your face when I am dreaming,

That's why I always wake up screaming.

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My love, you take my breath away --

What have you stepped in to smell this way?

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My feelings for you no words can tell,

Except for maybe "Go To Hell."

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What inspired this amorous rhyme? --

Two parts vodka, one part lime!



Hahaha! found this somewhere thought I would share.

Watch this! Fastest stripper in the world... in just 7.31 seconds.
Hahaha I actually laughed. The way he stripped was so funny haha. His reaction in the end was cute.

I finally have time to update. Here's the fun I enjoyed and the fun you guys have been missing on.
WARNING: Image heavy!

Baby-sitting at Sentosa

I was supposed to baby-sit my 3 year old cuzn, Tisha, but she wanted to follow her dad to work so together with Shiraz, we set off to Sentosa. It was fun while it lasted.
THE BEST baby-sitting experience ever.
We were all by ourselves the whole time we were at Sentosa. No adult supervision and the freedom to roam about anywhere. Got free rides and free entrance to Underwater World.
Tisha was sucha good sport. She didn't complain when we walked all the way from Imbiah station to Rasa Sentosa hotel. Imagine how far the walk there was, but he did not once ask to be carried. She can be much more matured than me sometimes! She's..... I dunno how to say it. She's just so lovely.

Baking Pizza during SYC

My mom made the pastry! so proud of her! We made pizza while other made pancakes, apple crumble and muffin. DELICIOUS! My pizza was half-cooked so it doesn't taste as nice as it should but it's good! It's edible and you won't get diarrhea.

Meyaa's Bdae

I grabbed the opportunity to experiment my make-up 'skills' on Guan Wei while waiting for Meyaa to reach home. We had planned to have a surprise party at Meyaa's house with the help of her boyfie. It worked tho. Look at that flustered face! Happy 18th Meyaa! :)

Botanical Garden

I think the lesson learned was "Visit Botanical Garden often. You might just chance upon hotter Caucasian guys one day." The Australian kids were SOOOO cute! Since ECH is girl-dominated, lots of girls flocked after these two cuties. They must have felt really lucky to be surrounded by girls. Everyone wanted to take pictures with them. The baby has piercing blue eyes......

Zouk Out

Finally I'm legal to enter these places! hahaha.
Yeah, ZoukOut was fun! I met my brother's girl-friends, Roxanne & Crystal.
The fun thing that happened was, during the traffic jam outside Sentosa, these 2 sexy girls had escaped their cab and went to hitch a ride in any car... And my brother's friend's car was the lucky one. They just sardine-ly opened the door and entered his car like nobody's business. Hahaha so funny!
I made friends with them and got to know they are sisters. One's Marillyn and the other one is Myra or sth. They're really fun, friendly & funny pple. Crazy at times. Like, never judge a book by it's cover. Marillyn has an awesome body man! so jealous. hahaha. They are the 2 girls in the 3rd pic. I had accidentally taken that pic of their back n butt but that's the only pic I have of them.
Many things happened. It was around 5am when I started to get really tired. I rested for a while and unknowingly, fell asleep. When I woke up, it just felt like a dream. What happened the night before was so hazy and rushed.

MCR concert





It was last night. I will never forget this night! The turn-up wasn't disappointing, I guess. There were quite a lot of pple there.
GERARD WAY IS SOOOOOO HOT. hahahah Omg I saw him & I was like AHHHHHHHH hahaha shit I started to hyper-ventilate there.
It was VERY fun. They were awesome man. I enjoyed it, but the thing I regretted most was not pushing my way through to get to the front when I could! SO SADDDD. If not I can see them more upclose.
Anyways, I took many vids of them performing, but I'll only post up one, cos the rest is solely and exclusively for my good friend, NUR FADHILAH.




& yeah! I know there are lots of December babies out there & don't expect me to rmb every single one of your bdaes cos I'm very forgetful! So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all December babies I know & can rmb: Meyaa, Tai Si Hui, Hidayah, Azwani & also to those I don't know or have forgotten, I'M SORRY.

I scalded my chest area this morning.... and it hurt real bad, physically AND emotionally.
I never really liked having scars on my body, but after this morning, I realised that this is reality and shit happens.
I'll just have to live with it, whether I like it or not.
I told myself that I can't have everything to look perfect cos well, no one's perfect.
I assured myself that there are others out there whose scars are even worse; first-degree burn victims.
I'll just have to tell myself that I'm lucky mine's just a small patch.
Why am I making a big deal out of it? It's just a small scar.
Thing is, there are certain parts of the body that different people treasure, be it the hair, teeth, nose or legs. Well, mine happens to be the upper torso area.

No, not the boobs.

I treasure the skin on my body cos it is much more flawless than my acne-disaster face.
They are like my source of hope to feeling good, ya know?
Ya git ma drift yo?

So that's the reason why I'm fretting over something some people find unworthy.
I'll be looking forward to getting more scars since I HAVE NOT GOTTEN CHICKEN POKS YET!
Ahahaha! Or is it chicken pops? Iono. Heh.

So, YA.
This is life ya know? You live once, and in this lifetime, you'll get more than you bargained for. More shits are waiting for you. Hahaha.

A piece of advice: Learn to adapt, accept things, and move on. You'll make it through ;)

'Museum' Outing

Two similar purple boxes, but what's different is what's in them.

I didn't bother opening the other one -_______________- thanks for the perfume Fadz!!

This is Tahirah being..... Tahirah :)

This kid from my childcare slipped this feather into my pocket while I was busy controlling the class. I didn't remember it was there until I took out my hp and the feather dropped to the floor. Awww... Isn't she sweeeeet?

Mello & I :)

Trying on Nad's shawl. Spot Nad.

BONUSES:WeiSian WITH EYELINER. I REPEAT, WITH EYELINER.

ANG HUISHAN. Finally managed to snap a pic of her.

That's all folks! ;)

When my life is void, music fills the space.
When everyone's mad, you came to stay.
When I'm sick & tired of everything in my life, I have no one but myself to turn to.
I am my confidant.
& I'm telling you, it's hard facing the music alone.
It's so empty and quiet.
Sometimes I wish there is a hand to hold on to, so I know I'm not alone anymore.

here's my revenge to those idiots who post my pictures in their blogs.

met fadz at TP just now

too bored..

& here's my mum. asked her to pose nicely...... SIGH.